Free Indeed


 When I was 3, my uncle sexually molested me. Just recently, 31 years later, I have started to understand the ripple effect of this. 


The day my mom found out about the molestation, my mom said “It started like a rock in my stomach the day I found out. I obsessed over it and how I had failed you and what I wanted to do to him. That caused it to take over my life and mind.” That lead to a deep depression in my mom. She would spend years fighting that depression. 


It also lead to depression, fear and anxiety in myself. When it came time for school, I cried every day begging my mom not to leave me. I would have panic attacks and throw up. Around 13, I started having flashbacks and started antidepressants. The cycle looked like this:


Molestation➡️moms depression➡️ mom overdosing➡️ being in an abusive marriage ➡️ Uncle Keith committing suicide (he was not the one who molested me) ➡️mental break down➡️ divorce ➡️ legalism and curse on Corey and my marriage


The enemy found a foothold in my life and my family. He used hurt and pain the cause more hurt and pain. 


For the enemy comes to kill steal and destroy, but I come to give life more abundantly!

John 10:10


I am saved, I gave my life to Christ and was baptized in Jesus name. But I had this area that I hadn’t sealed in the blood, that I kept a door a sliver open for the enemy to attack me. Yes I had prayed! Yes I have had healing in my life. But I needed deliverance! 


Back in 2008 my mom received healing deliverance from God. She had a spiritual mentor that did Holy Ghost prayer and intercession with her. She read the book Free At Last by Larry Huch and we first heard about generational curses then. 

As I was praying for the root of my depression, anxiety and fear to be revealed God showed me the cycle that started with the molestation. The Devil found a fault, crack in my foundation, and the disease festered until Yahweh broke that generational curse and freed me from bondage! 

I was entangled in bondage but did not know it! 

If you are dealing with generational curses, you can break them off your bloodlines through the blood shed on Calvary! Jesus bore the weight of the world for our freedom! 


Depression, suicide, anxiety, anger, health issues, sickness, divorce, dying prematurely, addiction, diabetes, high blood pressure, cancer, sleep disorders. Whatever it is, Yahweh is there to bring deliverance! 


The world says you will never change, it’s in your DNA. But God says “who the Son sets free is free indeed!”

The only way out is to ask for help! 


Jehovah, I come to you today lifting up _______ to you and laying it at the cross. I break this generational curse over my life and my families life. I bind it in the name of Yeshua and cover it in the blood He shed on Calvary. I cancel the plans of the enemy. All footholds of the enemy I surrender to you right now. I ask for your joy and peace to invade my life. Fill me with your Holy Spirit. I claim your promises over my life! He who the son sets free is free indeed! I claim the blessings of Yahweh on my family for 1,000 generations. That they will never need to deal with these issues again. I ask this all in the night and powerful name of Jehovah. Amen and Amen! 


The enemy will try to fight you and make you doubt. Be vigilant to claim the healing and deliverance of Yeshua in your life daily. Put on the armor of God every morning before you get out of bed and start your day! 

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