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 When I was 3, my uncle sexually molested me. Just recently, 31 years later, I have started to understand the ripple effect of this.  The day my mom found out about the molestation, my mom said “It started like a rock in my stomach the day I found out. I obsessed over it and how I had failed you and what I wanted to do to him. That caused it to take over my life and mind.” That lead to a deep depression in my mom. She would spend years fighting that depression.  It also lead to depression, fear and anxiety in myself. When it came time for school, I cried every day begging my mom not to leave me. I would have panic attacks and throw up. Around 13, I started having flashbacks and started antidepressants. The cycle looked like this: Molestation➡️moms depression➡️ mom overdosing➡️ being in an abusive marriage ➡️ Uncle Keith committing suicide (he was not the one who molested me) ➡️mental break down➡️ divorce ➡️ legalism and curse on Corey and my marriage The enemy found a foo...

Offenses

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  Jonah was offended when Nineveh, who didn’t know their right hand from their left, had a move of God.  The Pharisees were offended when Sinners and those ignorant of the law had a move of God.  The early believers were offended when uncircumcised gentiles had a move of God.  The pattern continues, so let’s not fall into the same trap! Let’s have a move of God ourselves! Let’s pray that the fullness of the spirit fall on us! Let’s pray God shake us from apathy, pride or jealousy. Let’s pray God fill us so full of himself people start accusing us of being drunk in the middle of the day! Let it be said of us that we turned the world upside down! Let’s pray for the fullness of the gifts of the spirit and an outpouring that no one can contain WITH the fullness of the truth! Let’s lead people in love! Let’s be fishers of men again!